You don't have to be old to need specialists and Medicare and Disability when there are diseases like Scleroderma out there! I am now 40 and have Diffuse Scleroderma, Polymyositis, and Raynaud's.

I was diagnosed three years ago, finally, but began having the symptoms and problems about six years ago (2000). I chased doctors for three years to find out what was wrong with me. I heard everything from stress, depression, mental illness, muscular dystrophy, MS, name it! Finally I got to a dermatologist who strongly suggested I "might have Crest or Scleroderma". I went to a new Rheumatologist who looked at the original blood tests and he found both pathological and physical evidence of Diffuse Scleroderma. I had a muscle biopsy that diagnosed the Polymyositis.

When I first began the Rheumy's treatment of Methotrexate and Prednisone, I had been on huge doses of Prednisone and weighed 300 pounds. I couldn't walk, had constant diarrhea, major GI problems that caused me to vomit daily, as well as lung problems and heart arrythmia. I was a mess and in pain. I was also a mom, wife, full time upper level Executive working 60+ and was taking night classes as a full-time student. No wonder I was such a mess.

I got terminated from my job within a month of my disclosure of my illness, but I couldn't find any way to litigate that whole my state there is 'at-will' employment. I continued going to school, taking off when I needed to for my health. Finally I was accepted for SS disability, and eventually this year got the Medicare as well. Finally I feel like my life is turning around a little.

In the mean time, I have been on 20 mg Methotrexate and my CPK's have fallen from 14000 to 180. I can walk and get off the toilet on my own again *YEEHAW*. I still have the daily struggles of the lung, GI and other problems. I got my BS in Business Administration, but haven't felt well enough to consider working. My husband and son are wonderful and have been there to help me all the way.

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